crazy cat lady

so, i have not had a proper voice since sunday, and i really need to call people about apartments. i reallllyyyy hope it's better tomorrow, but in case it's not, is there anyone who could help me out and help me with apartment calling? i have the newspaper and things circled, but no voice of any worth to call with. T^T i sound like a whispery pubescent boy who smokes too much. it's good time.

(in best lilu voice:)
PLEASE HALP!!

"the bridge is crossed so stand and watch it burn"

i needed to write this somewhere i wouldn't lose/forget it...just ignore this post. heh...^^;

all i want to do is go to the damn ren fair tomorrow....which is not going to happen.
so bloody frustrated with everything.
going to bed now.
bah.

oooooookay!! good news! went to the doctor today and i am filled with infection and unhappy tonsillitis stuff, but i don't have to get anything cut out at this point in time. :D yay!! so i am dosed up on like 1700mg of anti-biotic a day. woot. the doctor was quite surprised by my infection-filled self. hooray for swollen glands in neck and huuuge tonsils full of white pussy stuff. totally gross. haha.
but yes...kim's wedding was bloody brilliant!! it was so nice, the weather was perfect, everything went smoothly, and most important of all kim looked like a princess!! like a beautiful princess doll! i can't wait to see the photos. :D and i succeeded in not falling on my face while walking, my feet kept coming out of my shoes, so i just concentrated on kit in the back row and hoped for the best. haha. but more on that when i have photos. :D
i sleep now. mum, dad and i are doing family photos tomorrow. let me tell you how excited i am. -_-; haha. but at least we'll get a photo of us where i am not a teenager. and cory fixed my hair, so the blond bits are white again with no gold. yay!!

that is all. bed time. :)

puking up a burrito may be the grossest thing ever. just for pure content. grilled cheese still wins

so now i am sitting here in bed in lazy mode because my throat feels like it's filled with pointy cotton balls and i think there's a jack-hammer in my skull. DX ugggg!!
i need to call for apartments, but i can't talk...this is totally lame...maybe i should go back to sleep. the cats (i'm cat-sitting kim and mike's btw) keep complaining that they have no food, to which i say 'deal! i heard you munching this morning, i know you just ran out like 3 hours ago, you won't starve!!'

ginger ale + toasting bread = best food ever!

feel crappy so i watch videos...


i had forgotten how much i freaking LOVE weiss kreuz. if the entire show looked like that mv, it would be the best thing ever. haha...sadly it doesn't, and we have to rely on the awesomeness of the non-anime fandom XD
but almost 10 years of weiss loving is pretty good, since it was one of my first anime fandoms...
haha...ok, going back to bed, hopefully i will sleep this time.

oh my god done!! 3rd and final exam was finished at 9 am this morning, and i went to "bed" at 4:30-5am...? it was good times. and i just got up from my nap. it was glorious. really feel like going out tonight and celebrating. haha.
then going to roanoke tomorrow, to SEE MY BABIES!!! i misses them. my ruru....T^T
oh, and kim you are not getting your cats back. i love them. ^_____^
going to find food and wait for alan to get home and look at an apartment. wish me luck.

so much to do, so little time.
one exam down, 2 to go. *sigh*
still haven't found a place to live, think this is where the 'flail' comes in. haha.
kim spent last thursday torturing me and i love the result:
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color will come soon.
let's see...i had an update...honestly, i am just waiting for mike bring the kitties for me to babysit. i want to go to the gym ^^;
i shall try and bribe alan to go to the new noodle place in willow lawn.
and a huge HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATTY!!!

i am so tired of looking for somewhere to life. T^T
found an amazing place today it was awesome and the owners decided 'no pets'...grrr...
so yeah...going to continue the search for a place to life. so fucking tired of it. it's hard because poor alan works 8-5, so it's difficult for him to call people and such...and i'm a bloody coward when it comes to calling people i don't know...
have exams coming up, thank god school is almost over...i'm just so done with it. but then in a month i have summer school. yay german and some other bull shit class. i haven't taken german in a year, i sound like a caveman with the vocabulary of a fly. this is going to suck...thank god it's online. however that is going to work. *cry*

i am going to try to nap...and by nap i mean sit here and hate everything ever. alan and i are going to the videogames live thing tonight, and in theory going to go to dinner before, but we just had a huge lunch (well, he did...and i am too sick from all this house shit to eat...), and he's at bell isle with friends...so who bloody knows.
ugg...ok...bah.

so, i concluded that i need an argyle tattoo. another to add to the long list of things i need money for. bollocks. ^^;

but anyway. question
for my art project i am doing the 4 seasons in "nymph/elf" form and each are:

spring= fertility, rebirth
fall= harvest, gathering
winter= silence, sleep/hibernation

but i can't think of a bloody thing for summer! taryn thought up passion and life, using sun flowers and stuff, but i'm at a loss for other iconography and summer...stuff! any ideas? i really am at a loss. HALP!!!!

animal planet i love you, but still...
i'm watching a show about different breeds and they are talking about bishons and about one who was born (from a breeder) with a hole in the heart so a bishon rescue freaked out to find a home to be able to pay for the medical bills. they found a family who had just lost a bishon and the parents decided that they wanted to show their kids about the "adoption process" and how you can always go and buy the perfect dog, but how you should rescue one.
...so you "save" a dog born from a breeder while there are hundreds upon hundreds of dogs that needs homes and are going to be killed because of you foofy ass holes and your need to have a little POS puff yippy dog... i am so effing irritated at this. they sounded so proud of themselves, like "oh, look, we saved this dog (and i by no means want ANY dog to die) but it's still our fluffy pure-breed. tee-hee!"
go fucking find a "pure bred" at the pound or a mutt even *GASP*, pibble or even...dare i say it...the Big, Black, Dog! *swoon*

uggg....alan really wants a pound dog when h/we can get one...but i still want a greyhound... *shifty eyes* do i make myself a hypocrite with this? they need homes and you can technically only get them from a rescue...

aww. the show totally has a pibble as one of the dogs in the title screen. :D

ok, first of all, it really, really bothers me when i'm reading something and people use the wrong "there/they're/their". i understand it's a tricky concept sometimes, but if it's been checked over/beta'd/read over, really?? there=over there, place. their=i, person/al. they're=they are. i guess i had crazy lady drill it into my head, but i still don't understand the vapid misuse of it at times. too/to still gets me, but that theory really boggles imho. hehe.

ANYWAY! back to the question(s):
1. i have to do a project for my drawing class. some sort of 'series' thing on basically whatever i want...and since i'm not 'artsy' what i want is to draw a bunch of elves. no go. SO, the question is...any ideas??? i am totally at a loss. i was thinking of hands doing the alphabet in sign language...since i'm the only person on the planet that enjoys drawing hands it seems. *ahem* but yea...so not artsy or creative. halp!!

2. i have an anthropology paper to do on a 'group of people' and i was thinking tattooers maybe. so, kim, think i can follow/interrogate tattoo people to kind of get: who what when where whys of it all?

3. i really want a freaking cookie (not a question, but ya know...)

4. alan is going to be out of town for his sister's birthday this weekend, so i am going to be all by my lonesome (except for eric who is kidnapping me to watch gundam...), hang out time anyone?

5. i realized the other day that in sept and oct my parents are turning 60(d) and 70(m), which means i should probably do something special/awesome, since "0" ages are fairly important. i have no freaking clue. Y^Y i want to call kenny (my bro), but last time we saw each other we ended on a fairly 'i hate you' note. we do that a lot. and i don't really know what exactly he could help with, since i am 99.9% sure he wouldn't bother coming down for anything anyway. such a wonderful son. bah! what do you do for those kinds of things? my mum is sort of a shut in of sorts, so i have no bleeding idea. any thoughts? :D


ps. eric is a bad, bad man...he ims me today and is all like: "know anyone who wants a 1 year old boxer? a friend is having a baby and can't keep her dogs."
now, anyone who knows me knows that boxers are on my top 3 fav dogs (rotties, greyhounds and boxers in no particular order), so my heart is like "in 3 months yes!" but my brain says 'no...' life is cruel. haha. bollocks... and now miflin is chasing her tail in circles. k...

i was alright all day, but it just hit me.
jaimie is moving.
judd got a job in fairfax so they are moving to nova sometime in the next couple months.
what am i going to do without my jaimie?
we've been nearly inseparable since second grade.
we've had bumps and stuff, but she's never not been there.
i'm being slightly irrational about this, i admit, but...my jaimie.
very happy that she's found a great guy and they are setting up for a long life together, but stiiiiil... *whine whine*
going to have a good cry and deal. :)

ps. her wedding is still going on as planned here and stuff, so no worry on that.

jesus christ super star was awesome, the guy playing jesus is in his 60s (original guy from the 70s/80s), and he does fairly well given that. my family gave me like 5 coats/jackets when i was up there, it's great. i went up with none and come home with many. XD

feel bad, i just found out a friend of mine from class had a good friend kill himself last week. seriously, of all the stupid, selfish things to do. poor thing is tearing herself to pieces wondering "what if's", which i totally understand, i thought all these things after ben. *sigh* and he was only 18. 18 fucking years old. what a fucking waste. so sad.

wow, i need to go to the gym, but the cats have a different idea apparently. rufus is pinning my arm down, and trinket is on my legs.

and i discovered that i can watch doctor who on netflix on my computer. XD yesss...

i need to get mel a wedding present, how does wedding registration work? 0.o;;

stupid american history. hate yooouuuuu!!!

exam in little over an hour. it's like a i hear music on my impending doom.

on a happier note i have an adviser meeting finally tomorrow so i am finally get my life straight and find out when i can bloody well graduate!!! *shakes fist* and then next week i'm going to talk with the religious studies people to get my second major figured out. sad thing is i think i'm closer to finishing the relgion side than the art history side 0.o;; wtf mate?

so, yes, alissa, if you want i shall come up after the appointment tomorrow if you want me tooooo? it's at 2, so should be done 2:30ish. can make it up your way 4-5.
going to go cram some more...maybe i'll go shopping after class...depending on how i feel once the adrenaline rush is gone. and to connect to my earlier post, trinket kept me up until 7 something after i WENT TO BED at 5:30ish AFTER they were passed out with me on the couch. *cry*
i need a bigger place...*sigh*

why is it, that when i go to bed 2-4 in the morning my cats are all like "i'm awake mummy!! *run crash bam noise noise noise*", but when i'm up sitting on the couch attempting to study they are passed out on top of me??? how is that fair or making any sense at all!??
it's 4:15 in the morning and i have 200 of american history to shove into my head before 2pm this afernoon. i'm really good with revolutionary america...but not before. damn names. and dates!!? who can keep these stupid things straight?

good god, i think trink and ru are being cute on purpose. *grumble grumble*
that is all.


Ps. i got your wedding present kim ^3^ ...well, i ordered it anyway. <3 and the tattooer that did the girls cat sleeve, is in pa. ^^; it's a scarily tempting road trip if i ever get monies

oh god...people stop me from planning more cosplays...
-songstress rikku is on the roster for definite ama consideration.
-joyleaf is a definite for dragon*con
-...i am so very tempted to do rorschach. i do heart him so, but imagine he will be SOOO over done for a while
-poison ivy...i want to cosplay pamela so bad...have to get in better shape. corset needed. hehe.


on another note, i have a history exam tomorrow i'm scared about...wish me luck. ^^;

so far i have had wonky/wacky dreams about jaimie and kim's weddings...you're next taryn. really strange. my brain is a very odd thing sometimes.
finally home and finally feeling like a human being again. bah. *knocks on wood* i swear to god, if i get sick again any time soon, i might cry.
alan and i's 1 year anniversary is quickly come up (april 13th) and i have no clue what to get him. i really need a job, going to try and hunt for one this weekend maybe. mum says i have to try for restaurants or something..but then i really WILL be sick all the time. damn smoking sections. *sigh*
and alan and i have yet to figure out what we're doing with living situations come july...he's worried he's going to try for a job and have to move or something and leave me somewhere with a rent i can't afford...and since i feel a 2 bedroom is imperative just for space have you seen alan's books?, this is an option that could become a problem. but either way i need a roommate...it's so damn frustrating. plus he wants to move back closer to the fan, which is fine, but i want some sort of 'house-ier' home, with a damn dishwasher!!...i guess we'll figure it out
rufus is like attached to my hip, i think he's telling me i had better not to leave him like that again. trinket is just obnoxious...but that's normal. baby rats are super sweet and friendly, but still unsure of this entire being handled thing.
uggg...think i'm getting a headache again from too much thinking. thinking of going to the doctor and get meds, cause i've been having too many damn headaches lately...merit, i do have 'cluster headaches', but they are getting worse i think.
and since i want to use my new icon, i shall mention watchmen. i think the movie was brilliant, parts that i had problems with, but all in all, i think it was as dead on as a movie could get without dragging on too much. i think it's friendly for fans and newcomers alike...because i hate to say it, but a giant tentacle monster falling on cities would have been kind of funny on screen i think. ^^; oh well, rorschach was awesome, and as i keep saying, it could hav been him for three hours and i would have been happy. do heart me some rorschach...
ugg...ok, think i'm going to take some meds, lay down before i have to go to study group, then class...and my bloody adviser is out of town until sometime this week, so i can't figure out what the hell to take...T^T i am so done with school, but then it's probably better than stressing over getting a job, which is never going to happen ever. *sigh*
that is all.

oh my god, so sick. fucking sinuses...and my throat is so unhappy. i almost called people last night in a panic cause it hurt to breath. *cry* if it's still bad tomorrow i'm going BACK to the doctor....*sigh*
but, on a happy point, i got two new babies!! i've been thinking of getting miflin a friend for a while, and found a lady who breeds rats and she had a few girls that are 8 weeks old. i figured that i should get two so i wouldn't have the problem of having multi-aged rats again. they are blue dumbos and so cute and tiny! they are twins, so it's going to be fun telling them apart, but one has a white star on her chest, so that's a nice difference. i think her name should be tuft, just cause. thinking of indigo for the other, but haven't decided yet. babies under cut
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*cry*